So, I’m laying in bed, in a holiday inn, in Emporia, Virginia. In a few hours, my mom, dad, dog, and I will all pile back into my car and continue heading south to Florida. I’m excited to go back to my apartment and resume my lifestyle again but right now, I am so consumed with thoughts and desires.. I just can’t organize it all.
Just like the rest of tye world, I want this year to be different. I want to be the person I would want to meet and I have all intentions to do so. I am going to be happy, even if it kills me. I have t figured out just how I’m going to do this though..
I have realized, when I go home for an extended period of time and withdraw from my hectic life, I have a visceral urge to “center” and “balance” myself. I order my soul and mind in order to find a sense of peace. This past time I wad home, I spent alot of time reflecting and really talking to people. I feel like I should employ this tactic to my life in Florida too. Maybe if I am calm and collected, I will be happier. Its worth a shot.
Also, I feel so much better and have more energy when I sleep regularly, eat healthy, and exercise more. I often sleep deprive myself when I’m in school and I know I don’t eat well or exercise much so I am hoping these changes will also benefit me in the new year.
